I wanted to start this blog because it has been a journey and still will be a journey.  I've often heard the best things are the ones we wait for. Right? Well I feel like I've waited forever for this. I'm not a patient person at all, my husband is always trying to help me learn patience.

Our baby is SO wanted. We tried to participate in an IVF study back in March 2019 but didnt make it since I had cysts on my ovaries. I was CRUSHED. Like ugly cried for hours. I felt that was our chance and we had such high hopes, not realizing how strict the study was for participants. But good things were on the way for us, we got married in May! Wonderful memories there.

Here we are in October. My tubal reversal is scheduled for 12/6/19. I could not be happier with this! We have had the hubby tested, sperm is good. Now it's the countdown. After surgery we will have to wait a healing period but then we can TTC naturally. What?! Can I just stop here to say how happy that makes me? I want nothing more than to give my husband a child of his own. He loves and treats my teen boys like his own, but they are not. They are from my first marriage. I couldn't have asked for better sons, they truly have big hearts. I've gotten nothing but support from them in regards to having a baby, they've talked about what they want to do with their little sibling from the moment we told them.

So now we are in the waiting period. 59 days until surgery. I'm keeping this blog to track my journey. The feelings, obstacles, successes and hopefully notes to my unborn baby in the near future.